Tuesday, September 6, 2011

What's important to me



I decided to skip paying bills and just give my boys a much needed vacation. With Spencer passing away it has been really hard on them (and me) and I just think that everything else in life CAN wait! Spending precious time with my babies is what is really important to me now.



































I really am so lucky to have them, I feel like I never get to really listen to them-and 4 days in one room can easily make or break u! Just kidding-they made me laugh so hard and it was really nice to spend all this time just us, just really talking and enjoying each other and hanging out.




Its so weird for me to be talking to them and in the middle of our conversation one of them will say or do something that reminds me of Spencer-and then we'll share a funny story of something he did or said. Its funny but I have never had a better trip than this one and I have never felt closer as a family. I find myself being more lovey then normal--an extra hug here and there or one or two more "I love you" before bed. Or even during the day a hug or two from Hunter-just because.














































I love them so much!







































































































































Hunter was the only one who would be happy for the picture taking



























































































































































Hopefully these good memories will offset the bad ones for now





































When I see the two of them together it breaks my heart to know they won't see their father again.






































































































High School

Hunter's First Day of 10th grade/what a cutie!